Results were finally out..

哭过了, 笑过了, 日子还是要过..

11-01-09
The starting of 2009 have been so bad for me.. I was pissed the night before results day.. Feel asleep early cause I was too tired.. Dunno why I was not feeling nervous and stuff.. Perhaps I have already prepared for the worse.. Thought that if I failed my O's or get more than 20, I will work for one yr and re-take my O's as a private candidate at the end of the yr.. Can you believe it, this was what I'm thinking.. Looks like I have already grown up and ready to share my parent's burden..

12-01-09
Received a sms from Pamela.. I was late to meet the rest outside subway at Compass.. Was the last to reach, as usual.. Had subway with Karissa, Doro, Grace, Debbie, Ollie and Ally.. Was listening to music with my earpiece to calm myself down and I received a call from my mother.. She started asking me lots of questions.. Talked to her but Doro and Karissa thought that I was talking to myself.. lol, do u think I'm so bored?!?! The three of us took bus to school while the rest walked to school.. Saw Pamela.. She was here to give us leaflets about her school.. She looks fairer.. lol=D Headed to the hall to get our results.. Heard that our school's English did well but our Chinese was very bad.. There's 41% distinction for Maths.. So they announce the top scorer.. it was Rachelle.. Then the ppl with 6 distinctions, 5 distinctions and 4 distinctions.. It was time to take our results.. My heart was pounding faster.. It was my turn.. sat there and Mrs Lim told me this was my results.. The only thing I saw was my Physics grade and I replied her, 'this was more than I expected'.. I thought I would have fail for my Physics but thanks goodness SPA and Paper 1 pulled me up=) Started looking through my results.. Not that bad.. I improved about 7 pts from EOY, can't believe it!! Yay, got free meal for me and grace, cos we got our the grade our tutor expected from us.. Had same points as many of my good friends=) Thanks Mrs Sena and she was as usual, cool.. Many cried, those in front and those at the back.. I had mixed feelings.. Vann came over.. then my cute little juniors.. Many congrats me for improving so much.. Thanks ppl, love you all lots=) Mum called.. then tutor.. then Dad.. Sis sms me to ask my results.. I sent to her L1R5-25, L1R4-20.. Then sent her my actual results.. haha.. She din even opened the 1st sms I sent her before she opened the 2nd one.. Mum was like 'so smart ah'.. Dad went 'good!' Said thanks to Mrs Lim.. Started tearing the moment I saw Miss Goh, omg.. she must be so dissappointed.. I din get the distinction that she want all of us to get.. not even my target, B3.. I thought the paper was okay for me.. but dunno what happened.. Cried and then smile.. now it was time for me to decide which school to go to.. Headed home and started to circle all the courses that I might consider and the JCs. Off to work..

Expected more for English, A Maths and Chemistry.. Was glad with Pure Geog, E Maths, Combined Humanities and Chinese.. Physics was like kind of expected..

Wanna thank all the teachers, Mrs Crossley, Miss Ho, my beloved friends, my sweet little juniors, my caring seniors and my family who have always been there supporting me, not giving so much pressure.. Thanks a lot, once again=)

Was hoping that Ms Su, Mrs Lee, Mrs Liau and Mrs Ong to be there.. Wanted to say thanks to them..

Btw, I got this sweet little msg from my sis, can't believe it right, she actually wishes my good luck and believe that I can do it, once again, thanks a lot..

Signing Off, Emily