Life is getting harder and harder..

I'm damn tired..

PE was kind of slack yesterday.. Skipped for 20mins in the squash court.. we were actually playing=") Did some jumps and pull-ups.. Dance was tiring.. Stretching exercise.. push-ups.. jumps.. and dance.. Mr Dan played a prank by asking us to do 100 times of push-ups cause it was april fool!! Sometimes I will feel a bit irritated, just need them to suggest a little stuff, but they can't be bothered to answer me.. Floorball turn up to be" bad="( Got to do lots of stuff.. Dad asked me yesterday whether I wanna quit and join poly.. Guess how I answer?!?! Why jiejie(sis) can do it, I can't? I won't give up easily.. I din expected me to say these words.. Lol, I'm mature already k?!?! When people are complaining that they feel stress.. I don't know how and what to do.. Stress has been accumulating ever since I started school.. When sis and cousin did so well for their A Level's, got to handle the class stuff, dance (AYG, CIP, Performing Arts Night), studies, SR Olympics, Calligraphy, Tuition.. and PW. Some know that I'm very busy, but they just can't be bothered to help.. Haix!! Btw, this is just the beginning.. can you imagine what will happen in future.. We were told today to go and check whether we were successful in applying the scholarship.. On my way to check, Michelle went up to me and told me that I got it.. Dunno whether should be happy anot?!?! I got the half scholarship while those whose L1R5 are 12 and below got full scholarship.. Is just freaking weird to be call scholars(I thought that this is to name those smarty ppl). Will have to participate in Camp Aspire plus internship programmes with companies at the end of the year.. I'm really busy and I mean it!! Can imagine the expectations for me from the teachers getting higher.. higher and higher.. I'm not a superwoman.. I'm really trying my best.. but it always turns out the other way round=(

Signing Off, Emily